Surrealisme

目覚めればmezamerebaいつもitsumo切ないsetsunai

Waking up is always bittersweet

このままkono mama毛布moufuにniからだkaradaをwo埋めてumeteいられたらiraretaraいいiiのにno ni

I wish I could stay buried in my blanket just like this

不条理fujouriのno支配下shihaika

Under the rule of the absurd

何度nando繰り返したkurikaeshitaのnoならばnaraba　完璧なkanpeki na絵eをwo描き出せるegakidaseru

How many times must I repeat this before I can paint the perfect picture

ずっとzutto追われ続けているoware tsuzuketeiru

I've been running from something all along

無意識muishikiのno視覚化shikakuka

The visualization of the unconscious

転がるkorogaru筆先fudesaki　夢中muchuuでde色iroをwo重ねてkasaneteみてmiteもmo

Rolling the brush tip, desperately layering colors

記憶kiokuにni程遠いhodotooi

Still nowhere close to the memory

自分自身jibun jishinのnoフロッタージュfurottaaju

A frottage of my own self

いつになればitsu ni nareba気づくkizukuのnoだろうdarou

When will I ever realize

柔らかいyawarakai時計tokeiのno針hari

The soft hands of a clock

歪んでyugande溶けだしてるtokedashiteru

Bending and melting away

誰にもdare ni mo見えないmienai時間jikanのno狭間hazama

In the gap of time no one can see

窮屈なkyuukutsu na枠wakuのno中nakaでde手足teashiをwoばたつかせるbatatsukaseru

Thrashing my arms and legs inside a cramped frame

自らmizukara望んだnozonda鏡kagamiのno向こうmukou

Beyond the mirror I chose to look into

もうmou帰らないkaeranaiよyo

I'm not going back

手探りtesaguriのno廊下rouka

A corridor felt out in the dark

奥行きokuyukiなどnado無いnaiそれsoreはwaまるでmarude

With no depth whatsoever, it's just like

ああaa　例えるならtatoeru naraトロンプ・ルイユtoronpu ruiyu

Ah — if I had to name it, trompe-l'oeil

目meにni見えるmieru思考shikou

Thought made visible

原風景genfuukeiのno果てhate

At the edge of the primal landscape

全てsubeteはwaそこsokoからkaraはじまりhajimari終わりowariへeとto行くiku

Everything begins there and moves toward its end

壊れたkowareta筆先fudesaki　替えkaeもmoなくなりnakunariあとatoはwa指yubiだけdake

The brush tip broken, no replacement left — only my fingers

どんなdonna角度kakudoでもdemo

From any angle

自分jibun以外igaiのno全てsubeteコラージュkoraaju

Everything but myself is a collage

いつになればitsu ni nareba終わるowaruのnoだろうdarou

When will this ever end

切り取るkiritoru空soraはwa　鳥toriにni

The cut-out sky, to the birds

静かにshizuka ni飛び立ってくtobitatteku

Quietly takes flight

どこにもdoko ni mo在り得ないarienai架空kakuuのno故郷furusato

A fictional homeland that could exist nowhere

窮屈なkyuukutsu na枠wakuのno中nakaでde手足teashiをwoばたつかせるbatatsukaseru

Thrashing my arms and legs inside a cramped frame

自らmizukara望んだnozonda鏡kagamiのno向こうmukou

Beyond the mirror I chose to look into

もうmou帰らないkaeranaiよyo

I'm not going back