恋Koiとto病熱Byounetsu

好きなsuki naことkotoがga　少なくsukunakuなりnari

The things I love have grown fewer

嫌いなkirai naことkotoがga　沢山takusan増えたfueta

The things I hate have multiplied

窓madoにni滲むnijimu雲kumoをwo見ていたmite ita

I watched the clouds bleeding through the window

皆minnaのno背中senakaをwo見ていたmite ita

I watched everyone's backs turned away

言いたいiitaiことkotoがga　だんだんdandan増えてfuete

The things I want to say have slowly grown

言えないienaiことkotoがga　沢山takusan増えたfueta

The things I cannot say have multiplied

空soraがga濁るnigoru頃koroにni見ていたmite ita

I watched as the sky went murky

夜yoruにniなろうとするnarou to suruばかりbakari

Everything just trying to become night

「何処"dokoにniもmo行けないikenai私watashiをwoどうするdou suru？」?"

"What will you do with me — someone who can't go anywhere?"

眩暈memaiにni溺れてoborete夢yumeをwo見ていたmite ita

I drowned in vertigo and fell into a dream

白昼夢hakuchuumuにni全てsubeteをwo押し込んでoshikonde

Stuffing everything into a waking reverie

愛していたいaishite itaiことkoto　愛されたいaisarete itaiことkoto

Things I want to love, things I want to be loved for

空っぽkarappoにniなるまでnaru made　詰め込んでtsumekonde

Packed in until I was completely hollow

覚えたoboetaことkotoがga　沢山takusan増えてfuete

The things I've learned have multiplied

忘れたwasuretaことkotoもmo　沢山takusan増えたfueta

The things I've forgotten have multiplied too

バスbasuにni揺られながらyurarenagara見ていたmite ita

I watched from a rocking bus

君kimiはwaカメラkameraでde何naniをwo撮るtoru

What is it you're capturing with that camera?

「秘密"himitsuにniしてねshite ne、,約束しようyakusoku shiyou」"

"Keep it a secret — let's make a promise"

それすらsore suraいつかitsuka一人hitoriにniなってnatte

Even that, someday I'll be alone with

ボタンbotan一つhitotsuふいにfui ni千切れたchigireta

One button suddenly tore away

夜yoruにniなろうとするnarou to suruばかりbakari

Everything just trying to become night

「似ている"nite iru二人futariをwoあなたanataはwaどうするdou suru？」?"

"What will you do with the two of us, so alike?"

些細なsasai na嘘usoからkara炎症enshouがga起きたokita

Inflammation broke out from a small lie

ずっとzutto微熱binetsuみたいにmitai ni纏わりついてmatowari tsuite

Clinging to me like a low-grade fever all along

愛していたいaishite itaiことkoto　愛されたいaisarete itaiことkoto

Things I want to love, things I want to be loved for

棄てられないsuterarenaiままmama　赦しyurushiをwo請うkou

Unable to let them go, I beg for forgiveness

誰もdare mo嫌いたくないkiraitaku naiからkara　ひたすらhitasura嫌いでkirai deいただけだita dake da

I never wanted to hate anyone — so I just kept on hating endlessly

皆minnaのnoことkoto　自分jibunのnoことkoto　君kimiのnoことkoto　自分jibunのnoことkoto

Everyone, myself, you, myself

君kimiがgaいないとinai to　色んなiro'n naことkotoがga

Without you, all sorts of things

色んなiro'n na風fuuにni嫌いにkirai niなってnatte

Turn hateful in all sorts of ways

病熱byounetsuをwo孕ませharamese夢yumeをwo見ていたmite ita

I carried a fever-dream into my sleep

盲いたmoui ta目meにniみえたmieta落ちていくochite iku陽hi

In my blinded eyes I watched the sun going down

愛していたいaishite itaiことkoto　愛されたいaisarete itaiことkoto

Things I want to love, things I want to be loved for

望んでnozonde生きるikiruことkotoをwo　許してyurushiteほしいhoshii

Please — let me live by wanting things