ポッピンアパシーPoppin' Apathy

簡単kantanなnaことkotoすらsuraもうmou覚えてないoboete nai

I can't remember even simple things anymore

今imaどうしようもないほどdoushiyoumo nai hodo間違いmachigaiでdeいっぱいippai

Right now I'm filled with so many mistakes it's hopeless

頭atamaのno中nakaペンキpenki溢してkoboshiteしまったのさshimatta no sa

It's like I spilled paint all over the inside of my head

明確meikakuなna意志ishiもmoなかったならnakatta nara

If I had no clear will

今ima感情kanjouもmoなにもがnani mo ga信用にならんshinnyou ni naran

Now neither emotions nor anything else can be trusted

ここkokoがgaどこかdoko kaさえsaeわからないwakaranaiままmamaでいるde iru

I'm still unable to figure out where I even am

教えてよoshiete yoねえnee　言えないままienai mama　飲み込んだnomikonda言葉kotobaのno行方yukueをwoさあsaa

Tell me, hey — the destination of words I couldn't say, that I swallowed

それsoreはwaいつかitsuka血chiにni流れてはnagarete wa　体karadaにni溶け込むのだろうかtokekomu no darou ka

Will they one day flow into the blood, dissolving into the body?

ずっとzutto目meをwo塞いでいたfusaide ita

I'd been covering my eyes all along

ずっとzutto馬鹿馬鹿しいbakabakashiiことkotoばっかりbakkariやっきになってyakkini natte今ima

I'd been obsessively doing nothing but stupid things, and now

やっとyatto気がついたんだki ga tsuita n da

I've finally noticed

やっぱyappa何処にもdoko ni moこうにもkou ni mo正解seikaiなんていないようだnante inai you da

It seems like, after all, there's no right answer anywhere

単純tanjunなnaことkotoすらsuraもうmouわからないwakaranai

I can't understand even simple things anymore

今imaぼんやりboniyari燻るkemuru澱oriのno中でnaka de

Now in a vaguely smoldering sediment

頭が痛いatama ga itai鮮やかazayakaなna色iroにni塗れてmamire te

My head hurts, smeared in vivid colors

どうだっていいのさdou datte ii no saそんなことsonna koto

I don't care about any of that

今ima望んでいたnozonde itaものmonoがga何かnani kaもmo知らずにshirazu ni

Now without even knowing what I was hoping for

ただただtada tadaペンキpenki零していくkoboshite ikuだけだdake da

I'm just spilling paint over and over

教えてよoshiete yoねえnee　選ばぬままerabanai mama　過ぎ去ったsugisatta道michiのnoその行く末sono yukusueをwo

Tell me, hey — the destination of the road I passed through without choosing

そこでsoko deいつかitsuka出会えた筈deaeta hazuのno　誰かdare kaのno生きていたikite ita証akashiをwo

The proof that someone once lived, whom I might have met there someday

そんなsonna目meをwo塞いでいてfusaide ite

With eyes like that, kept covered

どうもdoumoフラフラfurafuraピンボケpinbokeボンクラbonkuraやってはyatte wa大迷惑daimeiwa ku

It's just flailing around, blurry, useless, causing trouble for everyone

こんなkonna悲しいのkanashii no中でnaka de

In the middle of such sadness

勝手やってもkatte yattemo泣いてもnaite mo全然だzenzen da　もうどうしようかmou doushiyou ka

Even crying or doing as you please, it's nothing — what do I do now

目を開けme wo ake　そうだsou da少なくともsukunakutomo

Open your eyes — that's right, at the very least

自分jibunのno塗ったnuutta色iroくらいはkurai waわかるだろうがwakaru darou ga

You should know the colors you yourself painted

ずっとzutto目meをwo塞いでいたfusaide ita

I'd been covering my eyes all along

ずっとzutto馬鹿馬鹿しいbakabakashiiことkotoばっかりbakkariやっきになってyakkini natte今ima

I'd been obsessively doing nothing but stupid things, and now

やっとyatto気がついたんだki ga tsuita n da

I've finally noticed

やっぱyappa何処にもdoko ni moこうにもkou ni mo正解seikaiなんていないようだnante inai you da

It seems like, after all, there's no right answer anywhere

それがsore gaただtada一つhitotsuのno正解だseikai da

That, in itself, is the one and only right answer