シンデレラグレイShinderera Gurei

ねえneeどうしてdoushite、,そうやってsou yatteあたしatashiのnoことkoto馬鹿にしてbaka ni shite

Hey, why do you do that — belittle me like that,

優しさyasashisaとかtoka慰めnagusameteとかtoka与えようataeyouとtoするのsuru no？?

Trying to give me kindness, comfort, things like that?

そのsono度々tabi tabiにni惨めなmijime na思いomoiがga湧いてきてwaite kite

Every time you do, a wretched feeling wells up inside me,

どうしようもないdoushiyou mo nai気持ちkimochiにniなるnaruってtteわかってないのwakatte nai no？?

Don't you understand that I end up feeling completely helpless?

色んなironna色iroでde満ち溢れたmichi afureta街machiをwo歩いたってaruitatte

Even if I walk through a city overflowing with all kinds of colors,

色づかないirodzukanaiあたしatashiはwa灰色haiiro　どこdokoへe行けばikebaいいのii no？?

I'm colorless, gray — where am I supposed to go?

自分jibunのno好きなsuki naようにyou ni生きていけばikite ikebaいいiiってtte

I know I should just live the way I want to,

知っているshitte iru筈hazuなのにna no niさsa　忘れちゃうwasurechauんだn daいつもitsumoいつもitsumoいつもitsumo

But I always forget, always always always

思い出したくもomoidashitaku moないnaiようなyou naことkotoがgaいつまでもitsumade mo消えないなkienai na

There are things I don't even want to remember that just won't go away

ぐしゃぐしゃgushagushaのno頭atamaのno中naka　一つもhitotsu mo整理seiriがgaつかずtsukazuにni

My mind is a complete mess, I can't sort out a single thing

またmata思い出したomoidashita

And then I remember again

怖かったkowakattaのにnoni　辛かったtsurukattaのにnoni　誰もdare mo信じてshinjiteくれなかったkurenakattaのにnoni

I was scared, I was hurting, and nobody believed me

あなたanataだけがdake ga　そのsono声koeだけがdake ga　いつでもitsudemo笑いかけてwaraikaketeくれたのにkureta noni

But only you, only your voice, always smiled at me

カボチャkabochaのno馬車bashaもmoガラスgarasuのno靴kutsuもmo似合わなくてniawanakute

The pumpkin carriage and glass slippers don't suit me at all

ただtadaひたすらhitasura何事もnanigoto moないnai日々hibiのnoあり合わせariwase

Just getting through ordinary days, making do with what's there

このkono世界sekaiはwaどうもdoumo鮮やかすぎてazayaka sugite目meがga眩むkuramu

This world is somehow too vivid, it makes my eyes spin

色づけirodzukeやしないya shinaiあたしatashiへのe noあてつけatetsukeみたいでmitai de

Like it's mocking me, who can't take on any color

もうmouいいよii yo、,どうなろうとdou narou to何もかもnani mo kamo知らないしshiranai shi

I give up, whatever happens, I don't care about any of it —

あなたanataのnoことkoto　あたしatashiのnoことkoto　これからkorekaraのno全てsubeteもmo

About you, about me, about everything that comes next

「"ねえnee王子様oujisama、,あたしatashiのno為にtame ni生きてikite」"ってtte言いたくてiitakute

"Hey Prince, I want to tell you — live for me" —

言えなかったienakatta　あの日ano hiのno自分jibunがga嫌いkirai嫌いkirai嫌いkirai

I couldn't say it. I hate who I was that day, hate hate hate

何処へだってdoko e datte行けるikeruようなyou na自由jiyuuなんてnanteほしくはないなhoshiku wa nai na

I don't want freedom like the kind that lets me go anywhere

あなたanataというto iu不自由fujiyuuだけがdake ga　あたしatashiをwo自由にjiyuu niしていたshite itaんだってn datte

It was only the constraint of you that set me free — I realized

気づいてkidzuiteしまったんだshimatta n da

I finally understood

痛むitamu心kokoro　癒えないienaiのはno wa　無様なbuzama naほどhodoにni期待してるkitai shiteruからkara

My aching heart can't heal because I'm hoping so pathetically

あなただけにanata dake ni　そのsono声koeだけにdake ni　優しくされたかったyasashiku sareta kattaだけだったのにdake datta noni

Only from you, only from your voice, all I wanted was to be treated gently

「"愛aiはwa永遠eien」"ってtte　誰かdarekaのno誰かdarekaのno誰かdarekaがga言ったitta

"Love is eternal" — someone, someone's someone said

それがsore gaもしmoshi本当ならhontou nara　いつまでitsumade苦しめばkurushimebaいいのii no？?

If that's actually true, how long am I supposed to suffer?

12時juunijiをwo越えてkoete　ずっとzutto消えないkienaiものmonoがgaあるaruなんてnante

Passing midnight, there are things that still won't disappear —

お願いよonegai yo　もうmou消してkeshite　消してkeshite　消してkeshite　消してkeshite

Please, just erase them — erase, erase, erase

怖かったkowakattaのにnoni　辛かったtsurukattaのにnoni　誰もdare mo信じてshinjiteくれなかったkurenakattaのにnoni

I was scared, I was hurting, and nobody believed me

あなたanataだけがdake ga　そのsono声koeだけがdake ga　いつでもitsudemo笑いかけてwaraikaketeくれたのにkureta noni

But only you, only your voice, always smiled at me

痛むitamu心kokoro　癒えないienaiのはno wa　無様なbuzama naほどhodoにni期待してるkitai shiteruからkara

My aching heart can't heal because I'm hoping so pathetically

あなただけにanata dake ni　そのsono声koeだけにdake ni　優しくされたかったyasashiku sareta kattaだけだったのにdake datta noni

Only from you, only from your voice, all I wanted was to be treated gently