Undercover

どうやってdou yatteあがいたってagaita tte　逃げられやしないnigerareyashinaiもんだってmon datte

No matter how much I struggle, I can't escape it

理解してrikai shiteみたってmitatteどうしようもないdou shiyou mo nai

Even if I try to understand, there's nothing I can do

さあsaa今夜konya逃げ出そうぜnigedashiyou ze　ありったけarittakeのnoお菓子okashiもってmotte

Come on, let's run away tonight — bring all the snacks we've got

きっとkitto役に立つyaku ni tatsuとto銃juuもmo携えてtazusaete

And a gun too, surely it'll come in handy

ハッピーなhappii naエンドendoがgaいいんだよiin da yo　誰だってdare datte喜べるyorokoberuみたいなさmitai na sa

I want a happy ending, the kind everyone can enjoy, you know

そんなことsonna kotoをwo思いながらomoi nagara僕bokuはwaずっとzutto生きていくのかikite iku no ka

Is that what I'll keep thinking as I live on forever?

いつかもしitsuka moshi僕bokuのno心kokoroがga　完全にkanzen ni満たされたとしたならmitasareta to shita nara

If someday my heart were to be completely satisfied

そのsono瞬間にshunkan ni僕bokuはwa引き金hikiganeをwoひきたいhikitai

In that moment, I'd want to pull the trigger

どんなdonna今imaもmo呑み込んでいけばnomikonde ikeba過去kakoにni変わっていくkawatte iku

No matter what the present is, if I just swallow it, it becomes the past

進むsusumu方houはwaただtadaひとつhitotsu

The direction forward is just one

いつだってさitsudatte sa　このkono退屈taikutsuをwoかみちぎりkamichigiri僕bokuはwa

Always — biting off this boredom, I

駆け抜けてkakenukete会いにいくんだai ni ikun da

Race off to go meet you

あのanoトンネルtonneruのno先へさsaki e sa

Beyond that tunnel

簡単にkantan ni思えたってomoeta tte　上手くはumaku waいかないんだってikanain datte

I thought it'd be simple, but it never goes well

もうmou散々sanzan確かめたtashikametaことだったのにkoto datta no ni

I'd already confirmed that so many times before

もういいやmou ii yaなんてnante言ってitte　引き返そうhikkaesoutoとしたってshita tte

Even if I say "fine, whatever" and try to turn back

一体全体ittai zentaiどこへとdoko e to帰るのですかkaeru no desu ka

Just where exactly would you be going home to?

ラッキーなrakkii naヒットhittoでdeいいんだよiin da yo　こんなkonna苦しみkurushimiをwo味わうよりajiwau yori

A lucky hit is fine by me — better than tasting this kind of suffering

そんなことsonna kotoをwo思いながらomoi nagara僕bokuはwa　きっとkitto生きていくんだなikite iku n da na

Is that what I'll keep thinking as I live on, surely

いつかもしitsuka moshi僕bokuのno心kokoroがga　完全にkanzen ni満たされたとしたならmitasareta to shita nara？?

If someday my heart were to be completely satisfied?

そのsono瞬間へshunkan e辿り着くにはtadoritsuku ni waどうすればdou sureba？?

What would I need to do to reach that moment?

どんなdonna今imaもmo笑っているうちにwaratte iru uchi ni錆び付いていくんだsabitsuite ikun da

No matter what the present is, laughing through it all, it rusts away

後戻りatomodoriはwa無理なmuri naもんだmon da

There's no going back now

いつだってさitsudatte sa　不安fuanのno腹にhara niナイフnaifuをwo突き刺してtsukisashite

Always — thrusting a knife into the belly of my anxiety

闇雲にyami kura ni手teをwo伸ばしたnobashita

I reached my hand out blindly

何をnani wo掴むやtsukamu ya知らずにshirazu ni

Not knowing what I'd grasp

どんなdonna今imaもmo呑み込んでいけばnomikonde ikeba過去kakoにni変わっていくkawatte iku

No matter what the present is, if I just swallow it, it becomes the past

進むsusumu方houはwaただtadaひとつhitotsu

The direction forward is just one

いつだってさitsudatte sa　このkono退屈taikutsuをwoかみちぎりkamichigiri僕bokuはwa

Always — biting off this boredom, I

駆け抜けてkakenukete会いに行くんだai ni ikun da

Race off to go meet you

消し去ってよkeshisatte yo　このkono憂いureiもmo全てsubete木っ端微塵にkoppa mijin niしてさshite sa

Just wipe it all away — shatter this gloom into tiny pieces

行けるikeru方へhou e　ただtada向こうへmukou e

Toward wherever I can go — just onward

そんじゃsonja今はima wa　何もうたわないnani mo utawanai夜yoruにni沈もうかshizumou ka

Well then, for now — shall I sink into a night of silence

やがてyagate来るkuru朝asaをwo待ってmatte

Waiting for the morning that will come