Blues in the Closet

心kokoroにもないni mo nai形katachi

A shape my heart doesn't mean

どうしようもないdoushiyou mo nai風kazeにni吹かれればfukarere ba　ただtada

If I'm blown by an uncontrollable wind — just

本当にhontou niなくてはないものnakute wa nai mono

Something that doesn't really need to exist

“きっとここになけりゃないよ”"kitto koko ni nakerya nai yo"

"If it's not here, then it's nowhere"

臆病なokubyou na会話kaiwaがga天才tensai

Timid conversations are genius

安心なanshin na体温taionをwoちょうだいchoudai

Give me a body temperature of comfort

稀有なkeu na存在sonzaiがgaこんなにkonna ni　日々hibi

Something this rare — day after day

秋akiどなりdonariのno夕映えyuubae眺めてnagamete

Watching the autumn-neighbor sunset

おろおろorooroとto出るderuだけdakeのno涙namidaはwa

Tears that just fall out, flustered

限りなくkagirinakuほんとhontoのnoきもちkimochi

Endlessly honest feelings

ちゃんとchanto残ってnokotteしまってるshimatteru苦りnigari

The bitterness that properly remains

大人otonaにniなったらnattara美味しくoishiku食べれるtabereruからkara

When I grow up, I'll be able to eat it and enjoy it

“ねぇもう、この記憶は僕らの持ちものです”"nee mou, kono kioku wa bokura no mochimono desu"

"Hey, this memory belongs to us now"

いい？ii?

Okay?

おかえりokaeriってtte言い合えるiiaeru標準なhyoujun na

A standard daily life where

日常nichijouをwo描くegakuけどkedo

We can say "welcome home" to each other — I picture it, but

泣きたいnakitai夜yoruがgaあるaruならnara　そっとsotto

If there are nights you want to cry — quietly

隣tonariにni居させてisasete　教えてoshieteよyo　いつでもitsu demo

Let me be beside you — tell me — anytime

生まれたumareta時tokiからkara

From the moment I was born

おかえりokaeriとtoはwa無縁muenだったdatta

"Welcome home" was never part of my world

ただいまtadaimaもmo自分jibunでde完結kanketsuできたdekita

Even "I'm back" — I could complete on my own

あまりにもamari ni mo覚えていないoboete inaiんだnda

I barely remember any of it

今ima思うomouとto　楽しかったなぁtanoshikatta naa

Now that I think about it — it was fun

ってtte記憶kiokuはwa冷凍保存reitou hozonしたんだshitandaとto思うomou

I think I put those memories in frozen storage

全てsubeteをwo話さなくhanasanakuともtomo

Even without telling everything

わかってwakatteもらえるmoraeru気がしたki ga shita

I felt like you understood

頷くunadzukuだけdakeでde安心anshinでしたdeshita

Just your nod was enough to feel safe

振り帰りfurikaeriのno涙namidaはwaデンジャーdenjaa

Tears on the way back are dangerous

予告yokokuだけdakeでもdemo十分juubun満タンmantan

Even just the preview fills the tank

普通futsuuじゃなくともja naku tomo順風満帆junpuu manpan

Not normal, but smooth sailing

またmata　会えたらaetaraいいなぁii naa

I hope — we can meet again

あの頃ano koroみたいにmitai ni

Like back then

スプーンsupuun一杯ippaiのno穏やかなodayaka na思い出omoideだけdakeでde

Just a spoonful of peaceful memories

暮らしてkurashiteこれたんだよkoretanda yo

Was enough to live on

まだmada　起き上がれないokiagarenai

Still — can't get up

どうかdouka　既存なkison na不安fuanとto眠らせてnemurasete

Please — let me sleep alongside this familiar anxiety

気づいてkidzuite傷つけてよkizutsukete yo

Notice me — and hurt me

おかえりokaeriってtte言い会えるiiaeru標準なhyoujun na

A standard daily life where

日常nichijouをwo描くegakuけどkedo

We can say "welcome home" to each other — I picture it, but

泣きたいnakitai夜yoruがgaあるaruならnara　そっとsotto

If there are nights you want to cry — quietly

隣tonariにni居させてisasete　教えてoshieteよyo　いつでもitsu demo

Let me be beside you — tell me — anytime