Ham

おはようohayou　おつかれotsukare　今日kyou電話denwaしてshiteいい？ii?

Good morning, good work today, can I call you?

まだmada序の口jo no kuchi？？　早くhayaku目覚めないかなmezamenai kana

Is this still just the beginning? I wish you'd wake up soon

君kimiのno鼓動kodouでde飛び上がるtobiagaru　このkono体karadaにもni mo

This body that leaps at your heartbeat

慣れてきたnarete kitaからkara

I've gotten used to it

一言目hitokotomeはwaきっとkitto　久しぶりhisashiburi

My first word will surely be "it's been a while"

それsoreしかshika言えないienai　それsoreすらsura出てこないdete konai

That's all I can say — I can't even get that out

夢yumeでde出会えたdeaeta翌朝yokuasaはwa　息ikiがga痛いよitai yo

The morning after meeting you in a dream, my breath hurts

あざazaにniなるnaruくらいkurai

Enough to leave a bruise

なんでnandeあのano時toki　身miをwo引いたhiita君kimiをwo

Why didn't I question it back then

受け止めたuketometaふりfuriでde　疑わなかったutagawanakattaのno

When you pulled away and I just pretended to accept it?

なんでnande　まだmadaもっとmottoいたいよitai yo　君kimiとto

Why — I still want more time with you

もうmou言えずiezuにni　すぐsugu心kokoro緩めるyurumeruのno

I can't say it anymore, I just loosen my guard again

僕bokuのno立場tachibaとto　ちっちゃなchicchana嘘usoでde　食べられたtaberareta

My position and little lies consumed me

いっぱいippai諦めさせたakiramesaseta

I made you give up on so much

そのsono傷口kizuguchiのnoほうhou　僕bokuじゃないja nai誰かdarekaにni

That wound of yours — I can't even wish

救われてsukuwareteほしいhoshiiともto mo　願えなくてnegaenakute

For someone other than me to save you

なさけないnasakenaiけどkedo　空しいmunashiiけどkedo

It's pathetic, it's empty, but

君kimiのno手teをwo　繋いでtsunaide歩きたいよarukitai yo

I want to walk holding your hand

血chiのno温もりnukumoriもmo　色素shikisoのno距離kyoriもmo

The warmth of blood, the distance of our pigments

君kimiとtoいたいよitai yo　どうしたらいいdoushitara ii

I want to be with you — what should I do?

どうにもならないdou ni mo naranaiけどkedo

Even though nothing can be done

なんでnandeあのano時toki　身miをwo引いたhiita君kimiをwo見てmite

Why, when I saw you pull away back then

ほっとしてるhotto shiteru自分jibunがga　もうmouこわいよkowai yo

I'm already scared of the part of me that felt relieved

なんでnande　まだmadaもっとmottoいたいよitai yo　君kimiとto

Why — I still want more time with you

もうmou言えずiezuにni　すぐsugu心kokoro緩めるyurumeruのno

I can't say it anymore, I just loosen my guard again

僕bokuのno弱さyowasaがgaねne　君kimiばかりbakari傷つけたkizutsuketa

My weakness only kept hurting you

いっぱいippai諦めさせたakiramesaseta

I made you give up on so much

だめなdame na僕bokuのno根neをwo　自分jibunでde罰するbassuruことkotoでde

Punishing my own broken roots

解決kaiketsuできるdekiruくらいkurai　単純tanjunじゃないja naiけどkedo

Isn't simple enough to fix things, but

なさけないnasakenaiけどkedo　虚しいmunashiiけどkedo

It's pathetic, it's empty, but

君kimiのnoことkoto　最後saigoまでmade知りたいよshiritai yo

I want to know you until the very end

硬いkatai心kokoroもmo　鋭いsurudoi爪tsumeもmo

Even this hard heart and these sharp claws

君kimiをwo想うomouとto　どうしたらいいdoushitara ii

When I think of you — what should I do?

なさけないnasakenaiけどkedo　隠したkakushitaけどkedo

It's pathetic, I hid it, but

君kimiのno手teをwo　繋いでtsunaide歩きたいよarukitai yo

I want to walk holding your hand

壊れていくkowarete iku　このkono世界sekaiでdeいつでもitsudemo

In this crumbling world, anytime

君kimiとtoいたいよitai yo　どうしたらいいdoushitara ii

I want to be with you — what should I do?

どうにもならないdou ni mo naranaiけどkedo

Even though nothing can be done

一言目hitokotomeはwaきっとkitto　久しぶりhisashiburi

My first word will surely be "it's been a while"

それsoreしかshika言えないienai　それsoreすらsura出てこないdete konai

That's all I can say — I can't even get that out

意気込むikikomuことkotoはwaないnaiけれどkeredo

There's no need to psych myself up

生きていけるikite ikeruよyo　君kimiをwoさがしてsagashite

I'll be able to live — searching for you