胸Muneのno煙Kemuri

もうmou若干jakkanジェラjera付きtsuki

Already a little jealous

指yubiのno中naka　生乾きnamagawakismoky cloudysmoky cloudy

Between my fingers, half-dried smoky cloudy

縺れていってmotsurete itte　大好きdaisuki

Getting tangled up — I love you

口kuchiのno中naka　仲直りnakanaoripinkie promisepinkie promise

Inside my mouth, making up pinkie promise

どうしてdoushite　予定調和yotei chouwaにni過ぎないsuginai無意味muimiたちtachi

Why — these meaningless things that are nothing but predictable

君kimiはwa知ってるshitteru。.

You know it.

こうしてkoushite　指yubiにni触れてfureteはwa　よじれてくyojireteku熱netsuもmo

Like this — touching fingers, the heat that twists

確かにtashika ni　きっとkitto不確かにfutashika ni

Certainly, probably uncertainly

すぐsugu乱れていったmidarete itta

It fell apart right away

報われたmukuwareta　大袈裟oogesaなnaくらいkuraiじゃja

Rewarded — but not enough if it's just dramatic

ありのままari no mama　惨めmijimeなna解放kaihouだda

As it is, a miserable liberation

辛いtsuraiよりyori　もっとmotto辛いtsuraiよりyori

More painful than pain, even more painful

すぐsugu堕ちていったochite itta

I fell right away

抱きしめてdakishimete　喚いてwameite

Hold me, cry out

鳴いたりnaitariはwaしなくなってもshinaku natte mo

Even if I've stopped whimpering

静かshizukaなna波namiだわda wa waaaaawaaaaa

It's a quiet wave, waaaaa

もうmou辛さtsurasaにni集中shuuchuu　入り込めるhairikomeru

I can sink into focusing on the pain

気持ちよくkimochi yoku　中止chuushi準備junbi

Comfortably, preparing to cancel

もしmoshi振られてたfurareteta想定soutei　入り込めるhairikomeru

I can sink into the scenario of being dumped

出会ったdeatta瞬間shunkanにni　しているshite iru

I've been doing it from the moment we met

煙kemuri撒いてくるmaite kuru　待ってmatte

The smoke comes rolling — wait

唯一yuiitsu話せるhanaseru　デリバリーderibarii

The only one I can talk to — delivery

とっくにtokku ni溶けるtokeruようにyou ni

Already melting away

頭atamaにni浮かぶukabuままmama

Just as it comes to mind

在り来たりarikitariなnaのno　待ってmatte

It's so ordinary — wait

言い換えたiikaetaキスkisuならnaraヘルシーherushii

If I rephrase the kiss, it's healthy

とっくにtokku ni溶けるtokeruようにyou ni

Already melting away

胸muneのno奥oku砕いてkudaite

Crushing the depths of my chest

どうしてdoushite　予定調和yotei chouwaにni過ぎないsuginai無意味muimiたちtachi

Why — these meaningless things that are nothing but predictable

君kimiはwa知ってるshitteru。.

You know it.

こうしてkoushite　口kuchiにni含んでfukundeはwa誰もdare mo選べないerabenai

Like this — holding it in my mouth, no one can choose

確かにtashika ni　きっとkitto不確かにfutashika ni

Certainly, probably uncertainly

すぐsugu乱れていったmidarete itta

It fell apart right away

報われたmukuwareta　大袈裟oogesaなnaくらいkuraiじゃja

Rewarded — but not enough if it's just dramatic

ありのままari no mama　惨めmijimeなna解放kaihouだda

As it is, a miserable liberation

辛いtsuraiよりyori　もっとmotto辛いtsuraiよりyori

More painful than pain, even more painful

すぐsugu堕ちていったochite itta

I fell right away

抱きしめてdakishimete　喚いてwameite

Hold me, cry out

鳴いたりnaitariはwaしなくなってもshinaku natte mo

Even if I've stopped whimpering

静かshizukaなna波namiだわda wa

It's a quiet wave

どんなdonna自堕落jidarakuもmo　乗りこなせるnorikonaseru

I can ride out any self-indulgence

しっかりshikkari真面目majimeにni　苦しんだkurushindaけどkedo

I suffered properly and seriously, but

割り切ったりwarikittari　でもdemo求めたりmotometari

Putting a lid on it, yet still wanting it

続けるtsuzukeru範囲内han'i naiじゃja　壊せないkowasenai

Within the range of continuing, I can't break anything

声koeをwo発するhassuruまでmade　精一杯seiippaiでde

Using everything just to utter a sound

始められないhajimerarenai

I can't begin

確かにtashika ni　きっとkitto不確かにfutashika ni

Certainly, probably uncertainly

すぐsugu乱れていったmidarete itta

It fell apart right away

報われたmukuwareta　大袈裟oogesaなnaくらいkuraiじゃja

Rewarded — but not enough if it's just dramatic

ありのままari no mama　惨めmijimeなna解放kaihouだda

As it is, a miserable liberation

辛いtsuraiよりyori　もっとmotto辛いtsuraiよりyori

More painful than pain, even more painful

すぐsugu堕ちていったochite itta

I fell right away

透明toumeiでde冷たくてtsumetakute

Transparent and cold

見透かされてmisukasareteばかりbakariだdaけどkedo

Always being seen through, but

暖かいatatakai涙namidaはwa

The warm tears

楽しめてtanoshimeteゆくyukuからkara

Will let me start enjoying this