シェードSheedoのno埃Hokoriはwa延長Enchou

吐き出せないhakidasenaiままmama　消えてったkietetta

Couldn't spit it out — it faded away

溶けてったtoketetta　それsoreでdeよかったyokatta

Melted away — and that was fine

吐き出さないhakidasanaiままmama　消えてってkietette　お願いonegai

Without spitting it out — just fade away — please

吐き出せないhakidasenaiままmama　消えてったkietetta

Couldn't spit it out — it faded away

溶けてったtoketetta　それsoreでdeよかったyokatta

Melted away — and that was fine

吐き出さないhakidasanaiままmama　消えてってkietette　お願いonegai

Without spitting it out — just fade away — please

聞こえないkikoenai　またmata隅sumiでde塞ぐfusaguだけdake

Can't hear — just shutting myself in the corner again

蜘蛛の巣kumo no suのno　狭間hazamaでde立ち尽くすtachitsukusu裸足hadashi

Barefoot — standing frozen in the gaps of a spider's web

わたしwatashiがgaわからないwakaranai

I don't understand myself

変わらない？kawaranai?容易くtayasukuはwa放てない？hanatenai?

Won't change? Can't let go that easily?

絡み付いたkaramitsuita先sakiにni　何nanimoもないnaiくせにkuse ni

Beyond what's tangled — there's nothing there

ひとりごとhitorigoto続けてtsudzuketeゆくyuku

I keep on talking to myself

シェードsheedoのno埃hokoriはwa延長enchou

The dust on the shade gets an extension

平然heizenぶってbutte　砕けてくkudaketeku　ぬるいnurui記録kiroku

Acting calm — crumbling — a lukewarm record

涙namidaをwo凍らせてkoorasete　笑うんだwaraunda　嗚呼aa

Freeze the tears — and smile — ah

平然heizenぶってbutte　踊ってodotteみるmiru　容赦なくyousha naku

Acting calm — try dancing — mercilessly

息ikiがga痛くitaku鳴るnaru　君kimiのnoせいseiだdaよyo

My breath starts to ache — it's your fault

吐き出せないhakidasenaiままmama　消えてったkietetta

Couldn't spit it out — it faded away

溶けてったtoketetta　それsoreでdeよかったyokatta

Melted away — and that was fine

吐き出さないhakidasanaiままmama　消えてってkietette　お願いonegai

Without spitting it out — just fade away — please

期待kitaiなんてnanteしたくないshitakunaiけどkedo延長enchou

I don't want to expect anything, but — extension

諦めてるakirameteruわけwakeでdeはwaないnaiからkara

It's not like I've given up

暗いkuraiホームhoomu　ステイゴールドsutei goorudo

Dark home — stay gold

心kokoroがga貧乏binbou　共感kyoukanできないdekinaiことkotoだdaもんmon

A heart in poverty — can't even empathize with that

それsoreはwa通常tsuujou　ずっとzutto予測yosokuできたdekitaことkoto

That's normal — always predictable

誰dareのnoためtameでもないdemo nai言葉kotobaにni　縋ってsugatte居座ってisuwatte

Clinging to words meant for no one — squatting here

リハビリrihabiriがga必要hitsuyou

Rehab required

雑zatsuにni生きられないikirarenai

Can't live carelessly

わからないwakaranai　でもdemoそれsoreはwaしょうがない？shouganai?

I don't understand — but is that just how it is?

わかろうwakarouとtoするsuru想像力souzouryokuはwaいつしかitsushika

The imagination to try to understand — at some point

つぶつぶtsubutsubuとto弾け飛ぶhajike tobu

Pops and bursts apart

シェードsheedoのno埃hokoriはwa延長enchou

The dust on the shade gets an extension

平然heizenぶってbutte　砕けてくkudaketeku　ぬるいnurui記録kiroku

Acting calm — crumbling — a lukewarm record

涙namidaをwo凍らせてkoorasete　笑うんだwaraunda　嗚呼aa

Freeze the tears — and smile — ah

平然heizenぶってbutte　踊ってodotteみるmiru　容赦なくyousha naku

Acting calm — try dancing — mercilessly

息ikiがga痛くitaku鳴るnaru　君kimiのnoせいseiだdaよyo

My breath starts to ache — it's your fault

シェードsheedoのno誇りhokoriはwa戦場senjou

The shade's pride is a battlefield

まだmada見てmiteしまうshimau

I still end up watching

瞬間的にshunkanteki ni覚えてoboeteしまうshimau　血飛沫chibashiri

Remembered in an instant — blood splatter

はみ出したらhamidashitaraまたmata無事bujiシャットダウンshattodaun

Step out of line and it's a clean shutdown again

仕事shigotoだからdakaraやるyaruけどkedo自分jibunでde

It's work so I do it, but on my own

楽rakuにni考えるkangaeru方houがga不安定？fuantei?

Is thinking easier actually more unstable?

おとなしくotonashiku　大人otonaらしくrashikuしたshitaけどkedo

I tried to be quiet — to act like an adult, but

人目hitomeはwa気にしない。ki ni shinai.話してhanashite　放てhanate

I don't care about appearances. Speak up — let go

誰かdarekaがga喜んでいるyorokonde iru　ぬるいnurui記録kiroku

Someone is rejoicing — a lukewarm record

涙namidaをwo凍らせてkoorasete　笑うんだwaraunda　嗚呼aa

Freeze the tears — and smile — ah

平然heizenぶってbutte　踊ってodotteみるmiru　容赦なくyousha naku

Acting calm — try dancing — mercilessly

息ikiがga居たくなるitaku naru　君kimiのnoせいseiだdaよyo

My breath starts to want to stay — it's your fault

吐き出せないhakidasenaiままmama　消えてったkietetta

Couldn't spit it out — it faded away

溶けてったtoketetta　それsoreでdeよかったyokatta

Melted away — and that was fine

吐き出さないhakidasanaiままmama　消えてってkietette　お願いonegai

Without spitting it out — just fade away — please

愛すaisu余地yochiもなくmo naku　消えてったkietetta

No room left to love — it faded away

溶けてったtoketetta　それsoreでdeよかったyokatta

Melted away — and that was fine

愛すaisu余地yochiもなくmo naku　消えてってkietetteお願いonegai

No room left to love — just fade away — please