上辺Uwabeのno私Watashi自身JishinなんだよNanda yo

天井tenjouにni　ふやけてfuyaketeまたmata

On the ceiling — swollen again

消えたらkietaraどうなるdou naruのかno ka

What would happen if I vanished?

散々sanzan巡らせてmeguraseteはwa

After going around and around in my head

タッパーtappaa入ったitta　食べかけtabekakeをwo喰らうkurau

I eat the leftovers — from the Tupperware

デジャヴdejavuでde　最もmottomo沈むshizumu夜yoru

Deja vu — the night that sinks the most

いつでもitsu demo帰ってkaetteいいiiってtte　ゆうyuuけどkedo

You say I can come back anytime, but

どこにもdoko ni mo行けないikenai地雷jiraiなんてnante

A landmine no one can go near

今更imasara　触れられないfurerarenaiよねyo ne

It's too late to reach out now, right?

紛い物magaimonoがga心地いいkokochi ii　なんてnante

Feeling comfortable with fakes — well

上辺uwabeのno私watashi自身jishinなんnanだdaよyo

That's just the surface-level me

ああaa　いつしかitsushika優しいyasashii言葉kotobaじゃja　効かないkikanai

Ah — at some point, kind words stopped working

リハビリrihabiriしたshitaけどさkedo sa

I tried rehab, though

ただtada　心配shinpaiかけないkakenaiようyou

Just — so I don't cause worry

顔文字kaomojiでde笑ってwaratteいようiyou

I'll smile with an emoji

笑ってwaratteいようiyou

I'll smile

そういうsou iu時期jikiもmoあんだよanda yo

Everyone goes through times like this

今までima made信じてshinjiteきたkitaようなyou na未来miraiをwo

The kind of future I've always believed in

確かめるtashikameruようにyou ni　見つめてmitsumeteいたitaけどkedo

I was staring at it — trying to make sure

どこにもdoko ni mo居場所ibashoはwa無くnaku

But there's no place for me anywhere

どっちdocchiがga多いooiとかtokaさsa

Which one is there more of, really?

もうmouどうでもいいdou demo iiんnだdaよyo

I just don't care anymore

ああaa　ノートnootoにni書いてるkaiteru言葉kotobaはwa　いらないiranai

Ah — the words I write in my notebook — they're useless

散歩sanpoでもdemoしよっかなshoyokka na

Maybe I'll just go for a walk

ただtada　心配shinpaiされるsareruようyou

Just — so people worry about me

顔文字kaomojiでde泣いてnaiteいようiyou

I'll cry with an emoji

泣いてんのnaitenno

I'm crying

そういうsou iu時期jikiもmoあんだよanda yo

Everyone goes through times like this

やけにyake ni広いhiroi駐車場chuushajouにni　ぽつりpotsuri

Alone in an oddly empty parking lot

生ぬるいnamanurui風kaze＝=傷口kizuguchiにniよいyoi風kaze

Lukewarm wind = a wind that's good for wounds

こんなkonna日hiのnoためtameにni紡いだtsumuida歌uta

The song I wove for days like this

立ち直り方tachinaoirikataよりyori味方mikataでdeいたいitaiのnoさsa

More than how to recover — I want to be on your side

希望kibouだdaとto捉えてtoraeteもmo　ぐさりgusari

Even if I take it as hope — it stabs

生ぬるいnamanurui風kaze＝=傷口kizuguchiにniよいyoi風kaze

Lukewarm wind = a wind that's good for wounds

こんなkonna目に見えないme ni mienai絆創膏bansoukou

An invisible band-aid like this

にniなりたいnaritaiしshi味方mikataでdeいたいitai

I want to be one — and be on your side

ああaa　いつしかitsushika優しいyasashii言葉kotobaじゃja　効かないkikanai

Ah — at some point, kind words stopped working

リハビリrihabiriしたshitaけどさkedo sa

I tried rehab, though

ただtada　心配shinpaiかけないkakenaiようyou

Just — so I don't cause worry

顔文字kaomojiでde笑ってwaratteいようiyou

I'll smile with an emoji

泣いてんのnaitenno

I'm crying

それsoreはwa誰にでもdare ni demoあんだよanda yo

That's something everyone goes through