おちゃらけたOcharaketaよyo

渋滞したjuutai shita脳幹noukanにni囁やけばsasayakeba　勝算shousanなんかnanka冗談joudanにniしてshite

Whisper to this gridlocked brain stem, turn any chance of winning into a joke

好感koukanをwo買えるkaeruのnoはwa　余裕yoyuuかkaどうかdou ka必死hisshiかkaどうかdou ka

What earns goodwill is whether you've got composure or whether you're desperate

どちらdochiraかkaなんだnanda

It's one or the other

どんなdonna気持ちkimochiでde居たらitaraいいんだろうii ndarouねne

What kind of feelings should I even have?

外sotoにni出たらdetara明るくてakarukute冷たくてtsumetakute　おちゃらけたocharaketaよyo

I stepped outside and it was bright and cold, so I played the clown

死ぬ程shinu hodoなんてnante　死んでshindeからkara言ってitteくれないかkurenai ka

"To die for" something? Save that talk for after you're dead

爽快soukaiなnaやつyatsuをwo頼むtanomuよyo

Give me something refreshing

カッとkattoいってitteクッとkutto見渡せるmiwataseruやつyatsuをwo

Something that hits you hard and lets you see it all clearly

今日kyouもmoシャワーshawaaでde実像jitsuzouのno汚れyogoreをwo落とそうotosou

Today too, let's wash off the grime of reality in the shower

排水口haisuikouからkara逃げ出すnigedasuことkotoはwaできなそうdekinasou

Doesn't seem like I can escape through the drain

「"何もかもnanimo ka moなくなれば！nakunareba!」"とto滅亡metsubouをwo願ってもnegattemo

Even if I wish for annihilation, "If only everything would just disappear!"

数分後suufun goにはniwa笑えるwaraeruよyo　熱量netsuriyou　漏れ出すmoredasu疫病ekibyou

A few minutes later I'll be laughing, energy, a plague leaking out

どんなdonna気持ちkimochiでde居たらitaraいいんだろうii ndarouねne

What kind of feelings should I even have?

外sotoにni出たらdetara明るくてakarukute冷たくてtsumetakute　おちゃらけたocharaketaよyo

I stepped outside and it was bright and cold, so I played the clown

どんなdonna言葉kotobaでde言えばiebaいいんだろうii ndarouねne

What kind of words should I even use?

街machiにni出たらdetara賑わいnigiwaiとto酸欠sanketsuでde　おちゃらけたocharaketaよyo

I went into the city and the crowds and the lack of air made me play the clown

ひとりhitoriでde喚くwameku力chikaraもmo

Even the strength to scream alone

いつのまにかitsu no ma ni kaなくなっていたnakunatteita

Had vanished before I knew it

見透かしたmisukashitaようなyou na言葉kotobaでde

With those see-through words

わたしwatashiをwo閉じ込めてtojikome te　何naniがga楽しいtanoshiiの？no?

You lock me up, and what's so fun about that?

どんなdonna気持ちkimochiでde居たらitaraいいんだろうii ndarouねne

What kind of feelings should I even have?

外sotoにni出たらdetara明るくてakarukute冷たくてtsumetakute　おちゃらけたocharaketaよyo

I stepped outside and it was bright and cold, so I played the clown

どんなdonna言葉kotobaでde言えばiebaいいんだろうii ndarouねne

What kind of words should I even use?

街machiにni出たらdetara賑わいnigiwaiとto酸欠sanketsuでde　おちゃらけたocharaketaよyo

I went into the city and the crowds and the lack of air made me play the clown