Dawn

笑いあったwaraiatta日々hibiはwaもうmouなくなったnakunatta

The days of laughing together are gone now

このままkono mamaじゃja自分jibunをwo見失いそうmiushinaisouでde

At this rate I might lose sight of who I am

いつもitsumo“らしさ”"rashisa"をwo追い求めてたんだoimotometetanda

I was always chasing after what felt like "me"

信じてきたshinjitekitaけどkedo光hikariがga見えないmienai

I kept believing, but I can't see the light

「何"nanのno為に？」tame ni?"自問自答jimon jitou　繰り返してkurikaeshite

"What for?" Asking myself over and over

夢yumeとtoアイデンティティaidentiti

Dreams and identity

天秤tenbinにniかけてはkaketewa　揺らいだyuraidaままmamaのno心模様kokoromoyou

Weighing them on the scales, my heart still wavering

見つけられなくてmitsukerarenakute泣き出したくてもnakidashitakutemo

Even when I couldn't find it and wanted to break down crying

前maeをwo向いてたmuitetaのno

I kept facing forward

無敵mutekiにni思えたomoeta　あの日ano hiのnoようにyou niはwa

I can't go back to feeling

戻れないmodorenai

Invincible like I did that day

踏み出したfumidashita軌跡kisekiがga私watashiにniなっていくnatteikuのno

The path I took keeps becoming who I am

理想risouとはtowa違ったchigattaとしてもto shitemo

Even if it's different from the ideal

愛せるaiseruかなkana

Could I still love it?

華やいでたhanayaideta眩しすぎたmabushisugita舞台suteeji

That radiant, blinding stage

光hikariとto影kageがga交差したkousa shita心情shinjou

Where light and shadow crossed in my heart

本音hon'neをwo言えばieba未練mirenばっかbakka

If I'm being honest, it's nothing but regret

そうなんでしょう？sou nandeshou?

Isn't it?

ぐしゃぐしゃにgushagusha ni泣いてnaite

Crying until I'm a mess

吹っ切れるfukkieruほどhodoにはniwa強くtsuyokuなんてnanteなれないんだnarenainodaよyo

I'm not strong enough to just get over it

あるがままaru ga mamaでdeいたいitai

I want to stay as I am

あれareからkaraずっとzutto　癒えるiyeru事kotoなんてnanteないnai

Since then, there's been no healing

だけどdakedo　それsoreがgaなきゃnakya

But without that

このkono自分jibunにni逢えないaenaiままmamaでdeいたita

I would have never met this version of myself

嘘usoじゃないja nai

It's not a lie

朝焼けasayakeのno空soraでde見たmita光hikari　呼応してkouou shite

The light I saw in the dawn sky, resonating

あるがままaru ga mamaのno私watashiのno感情kanjouはwa

My feelings, just as they are

私watashiのnoものmonoでしょ？desho?

They're mine, aren't they?

でもdemo誰かdarekaをwo傷つけてもkizutsukete moいるiruのno

But I'm also hurting someone

あなたanataさえsae

Even you

それでもsoredemo信じたshinjitaのno　それsoreがga私watashiなんだnandaよyo

I still believed, that's just who I am

理想risouのno自分jibunじゃなくてもja nakutemo

Even if I'm not my ideal self

愛していたいaishite itai

I want to keep loving