Lost

あの日ano hiからkara全部zenbuがga嫌iyaにniなってnatte

Since that day, everything became unbearable

ただtada生きてるikiteruだけdakeのno存在sonzaiでde

Just an existence that's barely alive

数えきれないkazoekirenaiほどhodo無駄にmuda ni泣いてnaite

Crying uselessly, more times than I can count

あの日ano hiにはniwaもうmou戻れないmodorenai

I can never go back to that day

僕bokuはwaまだmada立ち止まっていてtachidomatte ite

I'm still standing still

どうしようもないdoushiyou mo nai夜yoruをwo彷徨っているsamayotteiru

Wandering through these hopeless nights

どうしてもdoushitemo消せないkesenai痛みitamiをwo抱えてるkakaeteru

Carrying a pain I just can't erase

今imaもmo声koeをwo上げてageteはwa虚しくてmunashikute

Even now I cry out, and it's all so hollow

今にもima nimo消えてしまいそうなkieteshimaisouna光hikariにni

To a light that seems about to vanish

届きそうtodokisouなんだnanda　許されるyurusareruのno

I feel like I can almost reach it — am I allowed?

そうsou心kokoroをwo閉ざしたtozashitaままmamaでde息ikiをwoしてるshiteru

So I just breathe with my heart locked shut

希望kibou　夢yume　未来miraiなんてnante見えやしないmieyashinaiよyo

Hope, dreams, the future — I can't see any of them

生きるikiru事kotoのno意味imi　答えkotaeなんてnanteなくてnakute

The meaning of being alive — there's no answer

消えてしまいたくてkieteshimaitakute

I want to disappear

抜け出せなくてnukedasenakute

And I can't break free

ありふれたarifureta日々hibiがga今imaにniなってnatte

These ordinary days, only now

かけがえのないkakegae no naiものmonoなんだnandaってtte

I realize they were irreplaceable

思い知ってomoishitte噛み締めてkamishimeteはwa泣いてnaite

Learning it the hard way, holding it close, crying

それでもsoredemo僕bokuはwaこのままkono mama

And still, I stay like this

呼吸するkokyuu suruだけdakeのno存在sonzaiでde

An existence that only breathes

どうしようもないdoushiyou mo nai現実genjitsuをwo彷徨っているsamayotteiru

Wandering through this hopeless reality

どうしたらdoushitara僕bokuはwa前maeをwo向けるmukeruんだろうndarou

How can I ever face forward

いつの日にかitsu no hi ni ka迷いなくmayoinaku笑えるwaraeruのno

Will I someday be able to laugh without doubt

ただtada生きるikiru強さtsuyosaをwo探してみるsagashite miruけどkedo

I try to search for the strength to just live, but

見つからなくてmitsukaranakute　手にしたくてte ni shitakute

I can't find it — I need it so badly

もうmou何度nandoもmo君kimiのno名naをwo呼んでyonde確かめてるtashikameteru

I've called your name so many times, trying to make sure

季節kisetsuはwa過ぎsugi全てsubeteはwa変わり続けるkawari tsuzukeru

Seasons pass, everything keeps changing

君kimiのno微笑みhohoemiやya　君kimiのnoそのsono声koeがga

Your smile, your voice —

色褪せていくiroaseteiku　立ちすくむtachisukumuだけdake

They're fading away, and all I can do is freeze

こんなにもkonna nimo叫んでsakendeもmo悔やんでみてkuyande miteもmo

No matter how much I scream or try to regret

もうmou二度とnido to君kimiにはniwa届かないtodokanai

I can never reach you again

許されるyurusareruのnoならnara

If I'm allowed

微かなkasukana温もりnukumori感じていたくてkanjite itakute

I just want to keep feeling this faint warmth

瞬くmatataku星座seizaはwa今imaもmoあの日ano hiのnoままmama

The twinkling constellations are still the same as that day

僕bokuのno心kokoroをwo優しくyasashiku照らしているterashiteiruよyo

Gently illuminating my heart

笑い合ったwaraiatta日々hibi　二度とnido toはwa戻せないmodosenai

The days we laughed together — they can never come back

踏み出すfumidasu勇気yuukiをwo　生きるikiru勇気yuukiをwo

The courage to step forward, the courage to live

心kokoroをwo閉ざしたtozashitaままmamaでde息ikiをwoしてるshiteru

Just breathing with my heart locked shut

希望kibou　夢yume　未来miraiなんてnante見えやしないmieyashinaiよyo

Hope, dreams, the future — I can't see any of them

生きるikiru事kotoのno意味imi　答えkotaeなんてnanteなくてnakute

The meaning of being alive — there's no answer

消えてしまいたくてkieteshimaitakute

I want to disappear

抜け出せなくてnukedasenakute

And I can't break free