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毒dokuにniもmoクスリkusuriにniもmoならないnaranaiってtte

They say I'm no use as poison or medicine

なんてnante答えればkotaerebaいいんiinだろう？darou?

How am I supposed to answer that?

意味imiのnoないnai言葉kotobaのno雨ame降ってfutte

A rain of meaningless words falls down

僕bokuだけdakeがgaずぶぬれzubunureだda

And I'm the only one left soaking wet

くだらないkudaranaiってtte言われたiwareta声koeがga

That voice calling me worthless

今imaもmoずっとzutto耳mimiにniのこるnokoru

Still echoes in my ears even now

ねえ、nee,あれareはwa優しさyasashisaですdesuか？ka?

Hey, was that kindness?

ソレトモsoretomo　ショリオチデスカ？shoriochi desu ka?

Or was that just slipping through the cracks?

つまんないtsumannaiってtte切るkiruならnara

If you're gonna cut me off for being boring

僕bokuのno全部zenbuもmo切ってkitteしまいなよshimainayo

Then cut away all of me too

バランスbaransuとかtoka空気kuukiとかtoka

Reading the room, keeping the balance —

しらないよ、shiranaiyo,邪魔jamaなnaだけdakeだしdashi

I don't care, it just gets in the way

伝えたかったtsutaetakatta　伝えたかったtsutaetakatta

I wanted to tell you — I wanted to tell you

ただtadaそれsoreだけdakeなのにnanoni

That was all it was, and yet

このkono胸muneのno火傷yakedoみたいなmitai na想いomoi

This feeling like a burn across my chest

でもdemo言えばiebaきっとkitto誰かdarekaがga

But if I said it, someone would just

「めんどい」mendoiってtte笑うんwaraunでしょ？desho?

Laugh and say "what a drag," right?

だったらdattaraもうmou　知らないshiranaiやya

Then forget it — I don't care anymore

知らないshiranaiやya　知らないshiranaiやya

Don't care, don't care

このkono想いomoi抱いたdaitaままmama

I'll just hold onto this feeling

期待kitaiなんてnanteしないshinaiようにyou ni

Learning not to get your hopes up —

慣れるnareruのnoもmoスキルsukiruでしょ？desho?

That's a skill too, right?

誰かdarekaにni頼ったりtayottariすればsureba

The moment you lean on someone

すぐsugu「重い」omoiってtte言われるiwareruしshi

They call you "too much" right away

優しくyasashikuされるsareruことkotoにniもmo

Even when someone's kind to you

裏uraがgaあるaruってtte思ってたomotteta

I used to think there was a catch

でもdemoそれsoreってtteたぶんtabun

But that was probably

信じたかったshin'jitakatta証拠shoukoなんだnanda

Proof that I wanted to believe

間違ってたmachigattetaのnoはwaどっちdocchiなんnanだろう？darou?でもdemo意味imiないnai

Which one of us was wrong? But it doesn't matter

意味imiないnai言い訳iiwakeだったらdattara100hyaku通りtoori

If it's pointless excuses, I've got a hundred of them

見つかるmitsukaruんnだdaけどkedoねne

But you know how it goes

壊したかったkowashitakatta　ただtadaそれsoreだけdake

I wanted to break it all — just that alone

このkono胸muneのno矛盾mujunごとgoto全部zenbu

This whole chest full of contradictions

誰かdarekaとto分けられるwakerareruならnara

If I could share it with someone

このkono痛みitamiもmo愛せたaisetaよyo

I could have loved even this pain

だけどdakedoもうmou　しらないshiranaiやya

But forget it now — I don't care

みんなminnaなんてnante　しらないshiranaiやya

Everyone else — I don't care

もうmou誰dareにniもmo言えないienaiやya

I can't tell anyone anymore

このkono声koeもmo　聞こえないkikoenaiやya

This voice of mine — no one hears it

もしもmoshimo全部zenbuコトバkotobaにniしてたらshitetara

What if I'd put it all into words?

何かnanikaがga変わってたkawattetaかな？kana?

Would something have changed?

でもdemo見透かされるmisukasareruのnoがga怖くてkowakute

But I was so afraid of being seen through

逃げたnigetaのnoはwa僕bokuだったdatta

The one who ran away was me

伝えたかったtsutaetakatta　ほんとhontoはwaねne

I wanted to tell you — the truth is

このkono胸muneのno火花hibanaごとgoto全部zenbu

All of it, sparks and all from this chest

誰かdarekaとto歩くaruku未来miraiならnara

If the future means walking with someone

傷kizuだってdatte悪くないwarukunaiよyo

Then even scars aren't so bad

それでもsoredemo今ima　ここkokoにniいるiru

And still, right now — I'm right here

一人hitoriでもdemo　ここkokoにniいるiru

Even alone — I'm right here

伝えてもtsutaetemo　いいiiのnoかなkana

Is it okay — to let it out?

このkono想いomoiをwo　誰かdarekaにni

This feeling of mine — to someone