ハッピーエンドHappii Endo

さよならsayonaraがga喉nodoのno奥okuにniつっかえてtsukkaeteしまってshimatte

Goodbye got stuck in the back of my throat

咳sekiをwoするsuruみたいにmitai niありがとうarigatouってtte言ったのitta no

So I coughed out a "thank you" instead

次tsugiのno言葉kotobaはwaどこdokoかkaとtoポケットpokettoをwo探してもsagashitemo

I searched my pockets for the next words to say

見つかるmitsukaruのnoはwaあなたanataをwo好きなsuki na私watashiだけdake

But all I found was me, still in love with you

平気heikiよyo大丈夫daijoubuだdaよyo優しくyasashikuなれたnaretaとto思ってomotte

I'm fine, I'm okay, I thought I'd grown kinder

願いnegaiにni変わってkawatte最後saigoはwa嘘usoにniなってnatte

But my hope turned to lies in the end

青いaoiままmama枯れてゆくkareteyuku

Still unripe, withering away

あなたanataをwo好きなsuki naままmamaでde消えてゆくkieteyuku

Fading while I'm still in love with you

私watashiみたいmitaiとto手teにni取ってtotte

"Just like me," I said, picking it up

奥okuにniあったatta想いomoiとto一緒にissho ni握り潰したのnigiritsubushita no

And crushed it along with the feelings hidden deep inside

大丈夫daijoubu　大丈夫daijoubu

It's okay, it's okay

今すぐにima sugu ni抱きしめてdakishimete

Hold me right now

私watashiがgaいればireba何もnani moいらないiranaiとto

Tell me you don't need anything as long as I'm here

それだけsore dake言ってitteキスkisuをwoしてshite

Just say that and kiss me

なんてねnantene　嘘usoだdaよyo　ごめんねgomen ne

Just kidding, that's a lie, I'm sorry

こんなkonna時toki思い出すomoidasu事kotoじゃないjanaiとはtowa思うんだomounndaけどkedo

I know this isn't the time to think about it, but

一人にしないhitori ni shinaiよyoってtteあれare実はjitsu wa嬉しかったureshikattaよyo

"I won't leave you alone" — that actually made me so happy

あなたanataがga勇気yuukiをwo出してdashite初めてhajimete電話denwaをwoくれたkureta

That night when you worked up the courage to call me

あのano夜yoruのno私watashiとto何naniがga違うんだろうchigaundarou

For the first time — what's different about me now

どれだけdoredake離れてhanareteいてもitemoどんなにdonna ni会えなくてもaenakutemo

No matter how far apart, no matter how long we can't meet

気持ちkimochiがga変わらないkawaranaiからkaraここkokoにniいるiruのにnoni

My feelings haven't changed, that's why I'm still here

青いaoiままmama枯れてゆくkareteyuku

Still unripe, withering away

あなたanataをwo好きなsuki naままmamaでde消えてゆくkieteyuku

Fading while I'm still in love with you

私watashiをwoずっとzutto覚えていてoboete ite

Remember me forever

なんてねnantene　嘘usoだdaよyo　元気genkiでdeいてiteねne

Just kidding, that's a lie, take care of yourself

泣かないnakanai私watashiにni少しsukoshiほっとしたhotto shita顔kaoのnoあなたanata

You looked a little relieved that I wasn't crying

相変わらずaikawarazu暢気nonkiねne　そこsokoもmo大好きdaisukiよyo

Easygoing as always — I love that about you too

気が付けばki ga tsukeba横yokoにniいてite

Before I knew it, you were by my side

別にbetsu ni君kimiのnoままmamaでdeいいiiのにnoniなんてnante

Saying "you're fine just the way you are"

勝手にkatte ni涙namida拭いたfuitaくせにkuse ni

You wiped my tears without asking

見えるmieru全部zenbu聴こえるkikoeru全てsubete

Everything I could see, everything I could hear

色付けたirozuketaくせにkuse ni

You colored it all

青いaoiままmama枯れてゆくkareteyuku

Still unripe, withering away

あなたanataをwo好きなsuki naままmamaでde消えてゆくkieteyuku

Fading while I'm still in love with you

私watashiみたいmitaiとto手teにni取ってtotte

"Just like me," I said, picking it up

奥okuにniあったatta想いomoiとto一緒にissho ni握り潰したのnigiritsubushita no

And crushed it along with the feelings hidden deep inside

大丈夫daijoubu　大丈夫daijoubu

It's okay, it's okay

今すぐにima sugu ni抱きしめてdakishimete

Hold me right now

私watashiがgaいればireba何もnani moいらないiranaiとto

Tell me you don't need anything as long as I'm here

そうsou言ってitteもうmou離さないでhanasanaide

Say that and never let me go

なんてねnantene　嘘usoだdaよyo　さよならsayonara

Just kidding, that's a lie, goodbye