monaural fantasy

あのano夜yoruにni帰りたくてkaeritakute

I want to go back to that night

思い出omoideをwo振りかざしてfurikazashite

Waving my memories around like a flag

祈るinoruようにyouniねだるnedaruようにyouni

As if praying, as if begging

合言葉aikotobaをwo唱えているtonaeteiru

I keep chanting the secret words

嘘usoはwa無いnai　無いnai　無かったnakatta

There were no lies — none — there never were

それでもsoredemo人生jinseiはwa素晴らしいsubarashii

Even so, life is beautiful

最後saigoはwaそうsou言いたいんだけどiitaindakedo

That's what I want to say in the end, but

こんなにkonnani負け越しているmakekoshiteiru中nakaでde　ぼやいてもboyaitemo

When I grumble in the middle of losing this badly

夜yoruのno奥okuにni溶けてゆくtoketeyukuばかりbakari

It just dissolves into the depths of the night

波namiのno音oto　逆様sakasamaのno星hoshi　行かないでikanaide　行かないでikanaide

The sound of waves, upside-down stars — don't go, don't go

一人きりhitori kiriでde描き直したegakinaoshitaけれどkeredo

I tried redrawing it all alone, but

あぁaaまるでmarude片目katameをwo瞑ったtsumuttaようyou

Ah, it's like I closed one eye

同じonaji場所basho　同じonaji時間jikan

The same place, the same time

そんなsonnaものmonoありariはwaしないshinai

No such thing exists

分かっていてwakatteite　繰り返すkurikaesuのさnosa

I know that, and still I keep going back

終わりowariじゃないjanai　終わりowariじゃないjanai

It's not over — it's not over

戻らないmodoranai　なにひとつnani hitotsu

Not a single thing comes back

それでもsoredemo人生jinseiはwa素晴らしいsubarashii

Even so, life is beautiful

最後saigoはwaそうsou言いたいんだけどiitaindakedo

That's what I want to say in the end, but

こんなにkonnani負け越しているmakekoshiteiru中nakaでde　ぼやいてもboyaitemo

When I grumble in the middle of losing this badly

夜yoruのno奥okuにni溶けてゆくtoketeyukuばかりbakari

It just dissolves into the depths of the night

波namiのno音oto　逆様sakasamaのno星hoshi　行かないでikanaide　行かないでikanaide

The sound of waves, upside-down stars — don't go, don't go

一人きりhitori kiriでde描き直したegakinaoshitaけれどkeredo

I tried redrawing it all alone, but

あぁaaまるでmarude片目katameをwo瞑ったtsumuttaようyou

Ah, it's like I closed one eye

思い付くomoitsukuのはnowa

All I can think of

足りないtarinaiものmonoばかりbakariだda

Is everything I'm missing

それでもsoredemo人生jinseiはwa素晴らしいsubarashii

Even so, life is beautiful

最後saigoはwaそうsou言いたいんだけどiitaindakedo

That's what I want to say in the end, but

こんなにkonnani負け越しているmakekoshiteiru中nakaでde　ぼやいてもboyaitemo

When I grumble in the middle of losing this badly

夜yoruのno奥okuにni溶けてゆくtoketeyukuばかりbakari

It just dissolves into the depths of the night

波namiのno音oto　逆様sakasamaのno星hoshi　行かないでikanaide　行かないでikanaide

The sound of waves, upside-down stars — don't go, don't go

一人きりhitori kiriでde描き直したegakinaoshitaけれどkeredo

I tried redrawing it all alone, but

あぁaaまるでmarude片目katameをwo瞑ったtsumuttaようyou

Ah, it's like I closed one eye