ないの。Naino.

そうsou　生きてくikitekuだけdake　なんてnante虚しいmunashii

Yeah — just living, how empty that is

一人hitoriでdeいたいitaiんだnda

I want to be alone

歩調hochou合わすawasu意味imiなどnadoないnaiんだndaよyo

There's no point in keeping pace with anyone

足早ashibayaにni過ぎるsugiru人hitoのno中naka

Among people passing by in a hurry

ただtada一人hitori抱え込んでいたkakaekonde ita

I was holding it all in, all by myself

流すnagasu涙namidaなんてnanteもうmou無くてnakute

No more tears left to shed

いつだってitsudatte此処kokoでde叫んでたsakendeta

I've always been screaming right here

ずっとzutto誤摩化したgomakashitaじゃない？janai?

I've been faking it all along, haven't I?

夢yume　希望kibou　あるaruフリfuriしてshite

Dreams, hope — pretending I had them

誰にもdare nimo期待されないkitai sarenai様なyouna生き方ikikata選んで来たerande kitaけどkedo

I chose a way of living where no one expects anything of me, but

君kimiがgaいないinai事kotoにni気付いたkizuita

I realized you're not here

何もかもnanimokamoをwo失ったushinattaんだnda

I've lost everything

もう少しmou sukoshiだけdakeでde　変われるkawareruような…youna...ってtte

Just a little more and I could change... or so

何度nandoもmo探すsagasuけどkedo　ないのnaino

I keep searching, but there's nothing

そうsou　生きてくikitekuだけdake　なんてnante虚しいmunashii

Yeah — just living, how empty that is

意味imiなどnadoないnaiやya

There's no meaning to any of it

どうせdouse探してみてsagashite miteもmo居ないinaiのno

Even if I look, you won't be there

嘘usoじゃないjanai　夢yumeじゃないjanai baby youbaby you

It's not a lie, it's not a dream, baby you

もうmou折れたoreta心kokoro　触れたくないfuretakunaiんだnda

My already broken heart — I don't want anyone to touch it

消えてしまいたいkieteshimaitai

I want to disappear

“苦しみ”kurushimiならnara　いっそisso

If it's "suffering" — then all the more

もうmou　これからもkore kara mo傍sobaにniいてite

Stay by my side from now on, too

“あるがまま”aru ga mamaってtte言うiuけどkedo　本当hontouのno自分jibunなんてnante

They say "be yourself," but my true self —

分かりもしないwakari mo shinai決めつけたくないkimetsuketakunai　信じるshinjiru事kotoさえsae今imaはwa

I don't even understand, I don't want to assume — I can't even believe right now

君kimiがgaいないinai事kotoにni気付いたkizuita

I realized you're not here

何もかもnanimokamoをwo失ったushinattaんだnda

I've lost everything

青aoがga散っていくchitteiku　喧噪kensouをwo駆け抜けkakenuke

Blue scatters away — racing through the noise

此処kokoでde叫ぶsakebuけどkedo　ないのnaino

I scream right here, but there's nothing

想像してたsouzou shitetaんだnda　生きるikiru意味imiをwo

I'd been imagining it — the meaning of living

無駄mudaとto分かってwakatteもmo

Even knowing it's pointless

相変わらずaikawarazu合わないawanaiフォーカスfookasu

The focus still never aligns

嘘usoでdeいいii　夢yumeでdeいいii baby youbaby you

A lie is fine, a dream is fine, baby you

散々なsanzanna心kokoro　触れたくないfuretakunaiんだnda

My wrecked heart — I don't want anyone to touch it

消えてしまいたいkieteshimaitai

I want to disappear

“弱さ”yowasaならばnaraba　いっそisso

If it's "weakness" — then all the more

もうmou　これからもkore kara mo傍sobaにniいてite

Stay by my side from now on, too

まばゆいmabayui繁華街hankagai　変わらないkawaranai雑踏zattou

The dazzling downtown — the unchanged crowd

何度nandoもmo探すsagasuけどkedo　ないのnaino

I keep searching, but there's nothing

そうsou　生きてくikitekuだけdake　なんてnante虚しいmunashii

Yeah — just living, how empty that is

意味imiなどnadoないnaiやya

There's no meaning to any of it

どうせdouse探してみてsagashite miteもmo居ないinaiのno

Even if I look, you won't be there

嘘usoじゃないjanai　夢yumeじゃないjanai baby youbaby you

It's not a lie, it's not a dream, baby you

もうmou折れたoreta心kokoro　触れたくないfuretakunaiんだnda

My already broken heart — I don't want anyone to touch it

消えてしまいたいkieteshimaitai

I want to disappear

“苦しみ”kurushimiならnara　いっそisso

If it's "suffering" — then all the more

もうmou　これからもkore kara mo傍sobaにniいてite

Stay by my side from now on, too